Broken heart for sale....!

How did my life become so damn difficult….?
I want to tell you but I can't….
What if you left me all alone….?
Because you don't know the real ZIDDI,
You only know the bad part of ZIDDI,
And you've not seen the real ZIDDI,
The one who's kind and sweet and cares,
I never wanted to let you go,
Because whenever I close my eyes I see your face,
And whenever I'm nearly asleep I hear your voice,
It broke my heart to let you go,
To let all these feelings go,
So I'll tell them tonight,
I'll tell them about you,
And hope that they won't hurt me anymore,
You're like a drug and I’m hooked,
I can't give you up,
I love you too much,
It's weird but it's true,
I REALLY LOVE YOU....!